but the sad thing is that i did very very VERY badly for the presentation! i was lack wif self confidence! *sigh~* and that was so important can... zzZzzZz..
coming over to mini proj, yup! my interview was finally over! tink i did not bad for it eh. hur! budden for the hardware, i'm facing HUGE prob!! it's a 10 marks thingy! if jas and i were to make it, we might get an "A" for it eh! but.. but.. we are now shortage of time. if reali can make it, we would be happy like F ? lolx! =X
so anyone who would offer a help? it's abt programming. 6811 programming.. anyone? pls.. =/
*this coming week will be the dead dead deadline ler. by right, the actual deadline has alr been over le. budden teacher gif us chance. hopefully we can do it and this coming week will be reali the deadline le.*
talking abt calculas.. calculas? .. calculas! i passed!! horray~!! muahaha~!!!
mr lim say i can grade! and i should grade! but there's both good and bad points. good point is, there will be a final calculas test on this coming tuesday (14/3/06) . if i can aim and pass at the marks of 80 and above, i could get an "A" for it! wahaha~!! and my GPA will be awarded 2 more credits! *giggle* budden the bad point is, i have to strive for it!! i cannot fail!!! =( i'm terrified. i cant affort to fail. ='( *2 more days to go for the test!* sigh~...
over to physically matters, ... oh no.. this is bad.. i kept tinking i'm stinks! lol.. i also don't know why. juz kept having the idea that i'm stinks. alwaz try to tidy myself up! and also dont like to stand close or be near to others. yup, a good example. juz like raed.. alwaz don let him to be near to me. cuz i'm stinks! =X
and den i keep feeling so restless. esp ytd. felt so weak! damn weak!
my leg now is like disfigure lidat sia. marking all over. zzZzz.. so irritating. =(
bladder porb is still there. on the 22nd i'll be going to hos for check up le. all this while, since the day i went to KK hos (i was in great great pain! pain like hell that i chiong to hos in the mid night), den to SGH hos (hospitalized) and den till now, my bladder is in pain till now! dont know how many doctorS i've seen! everyday i was in pain. juz the matter wif big pain or small pain. sigh.. anyway will juz go for the check up on the 22nd of this mth. and shall see how bah. = /
lastly, talking abt raed... yup, he's reali nice to me. nice to me in everything! i can say he's reali wonderful to me? it's juz too much to say how nice he is to me. budden i alwaz tink that i wasn't been a good gf to him.. felt so useless. came to tink back, i'm like did nth to him? *sigh..* the feeling isn't good. i donno what to do. donno what to say. i'm juz lost!
this coming wednesday is raed's 21st birthday. it's juz a 3 more days matter. and till now, i'm still in an empty hand! empty mind! nth has been done from me to him. yah, NONE! sigh.. I'M STUCK! I'M BLUR! I'M LOST!
*3 more days!*
+~+~+~ happy birthday ~+~+~+~
